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Monday, February 28, 2011

A2 Trial In 2 weeks time

Exam...exam...exam...
I feel like exam's never ending though that's what we all wish!!!
I won't mind if there're never ending serving of food,
or never ending games, movies and dramas available.

BUT,
it's nothing else, it's exams!

Knowing that A2 trial is just around the corner,
I should have really gotten serious and started my "engine" to revise,
well, I think "study" would be a better word to be used than "revise"
as I haven't even finished my syllabus...
However, that's not the case..
I have been procrastinating despite the fact that I don't really have enough time to do so.
Not to say that I do nothing, but is reading a few pages of textbook for the whole day of study considered productive? (prep time included)

At least now, I have only 2 subjects to focus on - GEO and ECONS after dropping HISTORY...
but this also gives me a good reason to procrastinate more...
I'll keep on telling myself that nothing to be worried of as only 2 subjects to tackle, rather than 3 subjects before this.

AaaaH, perhaps I should not be blogging now and should be studying instead.
Am I?
Perhaps the picture that I googled below represent my situation well..xp

Friday, February 25, 2011

Another Exeat in KTJ

"Exeat", I always wonder what other people thinks of exeat, particularly all my awesome friends in my college, or what we invariably call as "ktjians".

Some of my friends will be cheering for the coming of exeat as it means shorter lessons on that particular friday, when we'll all probably be day-dreaming in the class though we can still pretend that we are listening attentively without having to be caught by our teachers. Well, teachers aren't that stupid as we might think(i mean in this very context, no offence!) as they are students before. Ergo, I think they are also pretending that we are listening even though we're not! Aren't we all talented actor and actress? Aside from that, some of my friends who are still having homesick will have their "sickness" cured without having to take any medicine. Why? because they are going home, of which I don't. Not that I don't miss my lovely family members, just that it's so irrational to do so as the air fare is not cheap, which contradicts with AirAsia's slogan- "Now everyone can fly!".

Nevertheless, exeat is special for me as well. It's the only time where you can really see the tranquility that exists within the college. I feel so fortunate to be sent to this college by my sponsor by the virtue of the fact that this college has a particular aspect of which is not possessed by many of the other colleges in Malaysia. What's that? The peacefulness that you will get, away from the hustle and bustle of the city despite the fact that there're not much access to the so-called entertainment sites like shopping malls, cinema, lagoons, etc. Well, we can still have a day trip out to the city or just dropped by mamak with friends, so not much of isolation from the outside world. Otherwise, I'll just sneak into the squash court with my friends as we are not supposed to use the facilities without the staff's supervision. ( I personally think that this particular school policy does not work, but I'm sure I'm not the only one who share the same view!)

However, when exams are around the corner, the former case will be different. There'll be more people staying back for self-study and revision. But still, it's not as busy as normal days when there'll be people walking along the main paths of the college. Instead, you'll see people loitering around at the certain corners of the college, like a plate of green beans scattered all over the places, but too insignificant to be noticed.

Here I'm in ktj again for another exeat. Not much exeats left for me if I were to count it as I'll be leaving this college soon to further my study. Perhaps I should cherish the moment that I have during exeat together with my friends before the time tie a knot to it.

p/s: To all ktj-ians, if you were to stay back during exeat, try walk along the path, which divides the academic blocks and the dining hall. You'll have a grasp of the peacefullness that I mean. If you were lucky enough, you might even see a few squirrels jumping here and there on the trees, or just pass by you, but that's not the main point. If not, you can also go to one of the many fields in ktj, overlooking the beautiful scenery of sunset or even sunrise, which I bet you'll probably oversleep and have the sun shining on you to wake you up instead.






Thursday, February 24, 2011

Retrospection

It is really great that somehow, I get to settle down and have a moment of retrospection.
Time has elapsed so swiftly, or perhaps I should say that time has always been in the same pace.
It's me who have been ignoring "it" as there are invariably so much to be done for the past few months...last whole year.

Late enrollment into the college, around the end of January was not an easy start for me.
What's more when I just came out from the National Service camp, where I had been disconnected from the outside world for almost a month.

At first, there was actually a sense of insecure within me as everyone else had been together for almost a month and for the case of august intakes, more than half a year. I felt like they were not ready to meet new comers like me.
However, as days passed, I started meeting new friends and I guaranteed that they are nice and friendly people. I got to built up a strong friendship with them, especially after the 10 days of Outward Bound course in Lumut, getting to know more about them. I would say it was my pleasure to have met all these awesome people.

Last year, or to be exact, past few months, I was still scratching my head, figuring out how to write a personal statement and university application stuffs. Now, I should really be grateful to get all my offers, though another dilemma popped out of to which university should I opt for my 3 years course. LSE? Queen mary? or outside london campus university like Bristol? Guess the puzzle would be a complete picture as soon as the deadline is approaching.

Aside from that, I could still recall the time when I struggled with my subjects' combination, namely Economics, Geography, History and Maths. My teachers told me that it's a very heavy combination and it's not advisable to continue with it. I couldn't agree more with them, but I persisted. I was really in amidst of doubts and uncertainties, and definitely worried about the outcome. Nevertheless,I was really over the moon the moment I got my AS results and I almost cried. I scored straight As in the subjects taken and even got 100s for both history and geography. To be frank, I was prepared to just pass or even fail in the history paper! Ergo, I was dumbfounded by the grades and marks I achieved. What's more unexpected would be the fact that I was awarded high achievement award from Cambridge Examination Board for scoring highest marks in Malaysia for Geography. It was nothing that I longed for and it was indeed a blessing. Now, it serves as motivation for me to do even better in A2 papers, which are just around the corner.

I'm sure there are more interesting things to come in the next half a year time in my college where I will be getting nearer to the edge of teenage life. Credits to all my family members, my friends, my seniors and everyone else for being there to make up the part and parcel of my life. I'm ready to continue my A level journey and will do my best so that no regrets for me when I "looked back" again next time!